Twisted Thought

My sweet mother was raw,dear she said I wasn’t was she saw. She told me over again to gobe a man of honor but not bold. Sweet mother earth receive me,for twisted devices men deceiving. My sweet mother said son comeas we all fall to bed under the sun. Mother hear me call raw desolate,blind…

Slay The Devil

My favorite verses inthe Bible that stinglike a beast in needof the things I concedeto the devil I knownot and humble is my name. I can be terse inidle ways I can singwords that I can bringto make tears not bleedin December snow soI kill lucifer with my blade. He is a cousin a dream,I…

it stings

Sometimes I wish that I wishI could wish rainy days away.Revenge is a cold served dishand for my life I pray dismay. I should not for it could beworse for all the worst things.I want to set sail upon seasof sun that a sweetness brings. The dismay the rays I rideinto the sun of my…

All Is Not Sound

My eyes touch youfor they are so wornin a way you find sadat the way we’re torn. I seek none in return,eyes that you possess.Just the way you lookhas me to God confess. Praise the days now,I cry I’m satisfied trueis the writing on the wallmy emotion is blue.  Don’t look at me nowfor frost…

Tortured By The Rose

Tortured by the best thingsthat give life but they stingI keep my Savior close to meI hear the choir it does sing. My deviant ways are closedas he the devil tried proposeI took my hand in faith sinfell from Christ is my rose. Tell me the truth is a lie Ikeep my tongue tied in…

T X

Dear Heavenly Father…Abba I cry;Jesus let our tears fall we turn to the sky. What rage have you led sent we lamentthe skies peeled open the devil sent. Me I cried some but I’m tired dear FatherI sustain bruises in my soul seeing slaughter. My Christ deliver these souls into theemy dear Lord receive our…

Broken Not Alone

Tremble low and I’ll holdyou tight if it rains or snows.The weather is not composedso I will bring you a rose. I know the world is brokenand you know a pain unknown.Forgive me if I’m too forwardbut to hear it you’re not alone. Torrents of those frigid wordstear and chill whole at bones.Alone you are…

While With The Lord I Fight

I came to baptize my landsin paradise flames they riseto the shock of the blind theysee healed by Christ’s surprise. Miracle upon miracle bestowsus a chance to heal our wounds.I have traveled many miles I’veseen many different moons. The one I know best is goneinto oblivion I find myself ina cruel aspect jotting rhymesin an…

The Multitudes

For those who hungerlet your rivers overflowwith life to feed all ofthe hunger you know. Inclined to be kind tothose who keep you safethe Lord asks only of usto retain a little faith. Keep the musings loud,share your heart Fatherhold us close now Lordfor the world is a bother. Light the way keep sanethough all…

When I Look At You

I’m not like the typical male. When I look at you I see a heartbeat. I’m not thinking of things we could or could not do together. I’m drawing my eyes over your cheeks. Over your brow, your mouth and jawline so when I find my deathbed I can slip away to a place that…

Some Man

I’m going to exposethis cut on my skin.Let the blood seepedgo flow never again. Not the heavens noteven hell will dispelthe myth that I lovemyself too very well. I’m a heap of bristlesaflame for my beliefsso soon I will sly restto try to pray to sleep. But my hell will be bythe light of some…

Day Of The Manic

So consumed with age I last;I stab at the heavens aghast.Tell somebody quick I’ve letmy past pass a little too fast. I don’t know my ways I’m lostand the value of my life’s up.The world turned and friendlyblood it flows over our cup. We want it all and the lightwe are suppose to share stops.Trust…

Asp

Deformed in paradise forknowing what was knownto dictate my fate for me;still thrive you’ve shown. But I’ll travel this path forever as my feet they bleed.May the Lord have mercyon all that I now call need. So contort your face groweat the rodents that festerin all that is dirty and sickto be king and me…

Pain’s Again Kin

Dance of fractionstake the reactionaids my tractionand my action. For you so muchI can but touchand with no crutch;collect me as such.Forever time I havea time another half.We’d grin we’d laughour lovely craft.Lost I hate allthis life I crawl;on knees I fallLord I try call.Sway your handa bold manhe knows he cantake a stand.Call God againwe…

And So I Testify

All the stars in the skyI’m the moment they fall.I am at the end of my testimony,a part in my crusade I crawl. The road has been stressI am in doubt of all I love.I question closely all that Icherish and or put above. The sadist that grinds me,I am but a child I make…

Abandoned

Turn a masterpiece to ashthe Lord did with his handa mighty power he still has;we’re left in sinking sand. Shower the earth with acidwe’re going to die anyway.When I was young I knew notthat devils outside they play. Gone is Eden and I see himthe one carries a sickle saidmy night was coming near mehe…

Cure To Endure

Explode or erode,die quick or slow.I know not of aheaven of gold. No words are aptno words describemy hope and howdeep my faults hide. A being summonsto provide us a cure.We seek our own Christso we might endure. All knowledge of whatis eternal is not here. Hubris useless a wiseman knows his tears. Certain I’m not…

Mea Culpa

The dark doesn’thave anything on me.A chasm black earsaid not an eye see. I am a phantomto all tracing eyes;explored deep seeGod gave no reply. Rebel to the sunforeign are its rays.I drab write wordssome shun I display. But the black itis real and closedis heaven’s gateto me I suppose. The great secretto life is…

Falling Softly

I’ll write on pages in blue fading black, rip off my white angel wings for you. I told God I felt lust so I am damned, I will fall but I’ll have you to me soothe.  ****  I’ve forsaken all else and my celestial light to be with you and to never be alone. I…

Comfort Deep

I wept as a childthat a man would diethat a man would betortured crying to sky. The clouds openedand he spoke it is done.The piercing flesh it didbring pain eternal run. No matter your creedor the type of speech ledwe all have our versionswho champion the dead. We need understandingwe need compassion andan eye from…

Fallen

I speak of beauty I do sounder my own control.The Lord affords wordsto release my own soul. I’m mixed in a vat stuck,trapped in a closet door.My need is to escape alland everything explore. What is this beauty herein life or so they try call?I overflow joy and blissto steady a destined fall.