Freedom From Demons

Conversations I’ve had dosed give reality another dimension and warps crude what eyes see into things I will never mention. Taken by the vices broken I had an aid to keep me calm. Revert my hurt into voids did this thing in my palm. Now I need to see what flows in hindsight as the…

Ill Filled Room

Gallant is the knight on a steedthat travels on the dark roadsthat are overcome with weedsthat have never known a rose. Here comes the boogeyman illfilled with impending gloom.I want to beg plead to him sweetwords written here in this room. But he listens not to my logicfor his girth is a vast expanse.No beauty…

Crushed Dose

Just take advantage like only humans can. Turn this animal less than I already am. Remnants last today games you did play with my mind stay broken in every way. I don’t blame it all on you killing my soul; just the man chose spins out of control. I stop it I stop it well,…

Weary

I stab at the depthsfor birthing me into dark.That envelops meand tears me far apart. I am nothing at allbut a burden and hellwill welcome me and mystories I have to tell. Mine is an arc of painmy life has held on toomany times I’ve bledand died in lies true. I am a man of…

Why Must Pretend?

In my defense I’ve been troubledbefore I know what is right wrong;under this tomb I’ve been buried,my ears will be deaf from song. Know you are wise sweet dovesas you float high in the air cloudswill push to float push to shoveand pain is what we it allow. Take this tension I fail to mentionmy…

All Is Not Sound

My eyes touch youfor they are so wornin a way you find sadat the way we’re torn. I seek none in return,eyes that you possess.Just the way you lookhas me to God confess. Praise the days now,I cry I’m satisfied trueis the writing on the wallmy emotion is blue.  Don’t look at me nowfor frost…

Touched

You’re going to leave you’re going to leave so make a love come true make the impossible grow. You know nothing not an interest no pursuit. I feel good and think it us two it very well suits. But I wonder sometimes I have a little intrigue. Maybe soon to my mind I can remind…

A Beautiful Realm

I heard the rain fallbut I was so numbI felt the weight falla great conundrum. I wanna laugh in arealm filled beautyhas a purpose and itserves us a great duty. Choose to laugh inhalls where a greatlove sits there for youit sits there and waits. That love must be youloving yourself dear forthe world will…

Love Is A Lie

If I want to feel loveright now.Then I think it’s easierto jump down. If I’m in the cloudsright now.Then I think it’s easierto jump out. I know I’ve been badso no wayam I going to love herbut I’ll stay. Our good intentions weloose astray;lost in translation, gravesare made such ways. Let’s talk no let’s runnot…

Reprise In Eyes

Give me flight you insteadby the speed of light I saidall the little treasures fedto my soul then to my head. My eyes are content I pleadfor the sun to shine revealwhat would have cost to memy heart inside I want feel. Rivers of destitute veins drypump and I perspire pass out.The sun has revealed…

Burning All The Beautiful Flowers

Sometimes I like to hideaway from all the worldso I burn through smoothflowers for they unfurled. I’m a master at my craftknow me not you will notfind a tender morsel now;all precious love is forgot.  I knew a structure a wayblessed I’ve been pleaseunderstand it is not me Itry entertain or set at ease. I…

Eternal Haze

Every tear I’ve wepthas me creeping stepstowards ledges I crept;amazing I’ve not lept. My sorrow crows lowand seeds saddness sewmy eyes they growold and hurt slow. Narrow is my steadwhere I place a headso full of such dreadby what I was fed. I want to crawl awayto tomorrow anyway;see what dragons I’ll slayso pain will…

Skewed Through

I slash my own throat to floaton rhythm that evokes brokelike a disheveled boat still afloaton a raging sea my heart emotes. No words could I use describeall lies deep in a trench a stenchstill reaches the surface while Isit on the beach on some bench. I want to describe the sides ofmy soul that…

Messing With My Head

Evening calls quick in thisroom call it I do a cave.Where I am in a depression,I abnormally act behave. Maybe I’ll burn asunder inthoughts that blast head.Maybe I’ll not be a blunder,but a level head instead. I see this burning blast flamemeet me here once again.Play me like a fiddle trace litis my flesh is…

Stares Nowhere

I’m finding stares nowhereand I so very self-awarewho’s come and gone therewhere I can not help care. I stare at the void so widewhere eyes conceal prideand the apple of your eyebrings you joyous delight. I am destroyed you like itwhere everything neatly fitsI will keep that place well litand warmth gives you kicks. Swallow…

While With The Lord I Fight

I came to baptize my landsin paradise flames they riseto the shock of the blind theysee healed by Christ’s surprise. Miracle upon miracle bestowsus a chance to heal our wounds.I have traveled many miles I’veseen many different moons. The one I know best is goneinto oblivion I find myself ina cruel aspect jotting rhymesin an…

Push (Redux)

Tried forever to relateto most of most people.Alive in this room now Ifeel not so feeble. Propt by a spirit flying.Lifted up by eyes prying,I’ll enjoy this levity calmfree of all vice and lying. We’ll find the great earththere is a common endto joy and happy moments;let’s not ignorantly pretend. I want the holy timeto…

Fever (Redux)

I’m a survivor in your grip,that which I can not mend,has me taxed in treachery.I want to touch not pretend. You’ve got a spell on me,you’ve got me at your mercy.Lead me to your avenueand river for I am thirsty. Bend I will but not breakdown I will learn your move.I feel the tension but…

Flaw

Dry flaw call me sanefor my soul to refrainfrom indecent wordsI will not now retain.Once it was like today,to the disease I’d pray,everyday no regard towhat will what may.I want joy, bliss, calmand all that is rapture,by the light of revelation,all revealed captured.My sweet crux my qualmis with you has alarm.I want sweet things closeand…

An Ill Pill

I know the sky is darkas I move forward my markis fed through shade an archas broken in my heart. I know I need aid I needand I can’t be the steedof something in life I pleadfor my fancy to breed. I know the fight for lifein needless and aimless strifeliving on the edge of…

Peaks & Valleys

On to quieter pasturesI feel soft grass calm windthat doesn’t deceive meor make me pretend. I am myself here nowbut tomorrow will crashlike a bolt from heavensto numb the change at last. To my left, right, middleand all places in betweenhere now I know myself,tomorrow I won’t be seen. Cursed by changing tides,an impulse beckons…

The Dark

The dark has called, I found him he was always there. Under my skin thin he consumes and delves despair. Doubt exudes pores sweat my hurt that swallows me. I can no longer live and breathe in this dark bled sea. What has me happy it is of no substance it scares all. What has…

Parade Of Perplexity

Innocently I see the innocent lost to a world cruel. My eyes and fear cry dread; they clash and they duel. Reason leaves I’m impulsive what is my purpose Lord? I’ve questions my Dear Father perplexing me as reward. Why must frost bite beauty? Why allow soil to give birth? It’s because ever forward goes…

Weep

Might as well be a phantom that hides in the shadows bare that is gone now leaving me in the dark shivering scared. Who smiled is she please there? I feel defeat and broken down inside my soft bed it tears at me and I hear all the shred sound. Pacing this place I don’t…

Once More

I love what I love my heart wants what it does. Tarnished is wisdom burned asunder from above. This scorched earth is too much for me to bear. Reach me now love if you ever even ever cared. I don’t know it all and I want just your days where our laughter rules most of…

Murderer Of Love

Love consumes the empty for they starve from below the fake smiles and eyes that show their broken soul. Value I do the low fumes; I can be my own coach. To pull myself up in a haze real but love I try approach. I’m going to light fire watch me twiddle my own thumb…

Decrepit

Fellow my best friendI’ve got a secret capsulethat I intend to numbthe pain not the actual. I want the end to comeI want the sun to be done.Explode erode corrodea rebel I will become. I will crawl upon dirtback to the same hurtwhere I keep my secretsnot buried under earth. I want to expose it…

A Wish Of Gentle Drifts

I’m sorry for the tripsto the edge of the horizon.I usually never thought itbut last night I tried them. Those little pills that killI took several to be certainthe reality I was to face wasto be behind a hazy curtain. I tread and I trail onwardfast and slow I go true fastis a world I…

A Pill No Longer Kills

You were once a childinnocent and untouched.Will you live in poweras long as you’ve enough. The dark is a strengthand your power is wise.Just keep steadfast childin the apple your eyes. Dark lines come downdear they’re fluid a fuelto drive you to dark drills;pills they kill you duel. Righteous hand of dad,a father is a…

Be Kind Heaven Remind

This life is a respitethis life is a lightthat I want to fight;get a few things right. Lead me to soft placeslet love leave tracesthat drip fall down facesand mundane erases. I want time in the sun,I want time as the one,not feeling on the runor in a wicked web spun. Lead me a child…