Freedom From Demons

Conversations I’ve had dosed give reality another dimension and warps crude what eyes see into things I will never mention. Taken by the vices broken I had an aid to keep me calm. Revert my hurt into voids did this thing in my palm. Now I need to see what flows in hindsight as the…

Epiphanies In Me

Maybe I am a sparrowagainst the wind in a storm;a person in need of firedeep within my soul born. My sweet joyous thoughtsI have to push them aside.A hurricane upon my seasis what I daily try and fight.  Terse words tear me apart,harsh looks float my wayas I dig deep to put on a faceof…

Rest In Peace Christine McVie (Singer/Songwriter Fleetwood Mac)

Picture by Rolling Stone Here is a great article about a phenomenal and groundbreaking woman. https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/christine-mcvie-fleetwood-mac-dead-obtuary-1234638903/amp/ She wrote “Don’t Stop”, “Everywhere” and “Little Lies” amongst others. What an absolute genius she was. Rest in peace Christine. I remember when I was younger my mother had a Fleetwood Mac greatest hits albums. For some reason, I…

Elusive Beauty

I’m invisible to those I lovebut I still love them true.I’m thankful everyday afterwhat I’ve put them through. Grooves of my transgressionsfluctuate eyes of my beloved.My past hangs in a parlourno one walks by they shrug. Just a version of what wasI sleep not very well nowadays.But I can not dwell on suchI must see…

The Doves I’ve Loved

Give me a moment ofhope and I’ll look awry.The doves I’ve loved haveturned to crows in my sky. Place me up on a pavilionand play no games or deceiveI’ll love blindly and givewithout expecting to receive. The fields of grass we playin have turned barren sour.There are those who breakbonds of peace killing flowers. Blossom…

Nebula

Everybody hurts sometimes,in the grip of a hasty ciphers.Decisions sometimes leave menot but some survivor. I hear of the chasms deep calm,under rock and stone ponds.We are connected and collectedtogether in the great beyond. Tell of the windows to a soulI am sometimes out of control.But the things that bring Springin my seasons I now…

You Know Who You Are

The deceit the liescome up in great supplyevery line I read you slytry to get past me by. I will not put up withthe bullshit I get.I’ll not for much longerput up with this. The pause the delayeverytime I want to saythings that mean a lotto me I sit and pray. No responseno reply until…

Twisted Thought

My sweet mother was raw,dear she said I wasn’t was she saw. She told me over again to gobe a man of honor but not bold. Sweet mother earth receive me,for twisted devices men deceiving. My sweet mother said son comeas we all fall to bed under the sun. Mother hear me call raw desolate,blind…

Similar Trains Of Thought

If not for the euphoria,of that which I call life,I’m going to call homethe edge of this knife. Bitter shields of ashenshame hang and a nooseI find thinking too muchin my mind I abuse. I can call the doctorand tell him of the pain.I can call the dire in needI see you feel the same….

Dead Sun

I look so damn goodwith my brown eyesand thick chest see Ichide it’s called pride.Look at me and speakfor the love of my gazeso I can provide youwith a titillating phase.Not blind I’ve livedlong enough to seethat with time all fadesinto voids with calamity.Skin will wrinkle looseand will be easy to tear.Thin or gone completelywill…

Wrongful Pursuit

Be ready for calamityarms are not true.The undertoe tearsout of crashing blue. Time feel a throne Imade and the painis writhing deceivedby her wicked game.  Never again will I darereach for the storiesof someone’s love or yetsomeone’s glory. The midnight hasswollen my fear I feellike death robbed breathand I feel pain still. Not now or…

Vampire

Turned blind I hidefrom the sun vampireI am in the night buteven in day I don’t tire. Drain you of your sensesI take out all sanityand run away so quickto feign over all my vanity. I do it to the monstersfor I am one and take themand lash out in calamitydrugs fun run to the…

Foolish Ghouls

Mix these lines I’m a foolto think I can make senseof what people they wantfrom me from birth since. Tragic is my story I’m lostin a city I feel like a ghost.Escape do the pleasures Iused to love above most. I can’t make sense of it,up and down I have tried.I hurt deep in my…

What I’m Suppose To Be

With you eye to eyeI can’t run or hideI am a new person nowbuilt on a riptide. You’re a fire of fierybrimstone and furry.I have indulged on anherb to try cure me. We are a flourishingflower beauty is a call.I never could myselftrip here or even fall. Feel me bleed impede this grip it intercedes…

Spellbound (A Finale)

Trapped in my mindthe moors possess posionin which just a singledrop can taint the ocean. My color blue is gone,the ocean may as well bea green and mirky swampas far as the eye can see. The traces are evidentstill as once before but Iam tried now before allthe high courts can cry.  Fervent and fever…

Dragon Days

If you feel it in youtake my hand as I fly.The embers burn litis the hue of sky. Foreign ways foundme and I think evilways will end me sokind but concealed. Take my hand let’sfloat until the antidotefor our harm comesup and out our throats. Sweet are the virtueswe speak of it was nice.Now that…

Slow Lull

Just put a dime in thismachine to see it work.Broken is everything elsewhere I turn shadows lurk. I make it hard on myselfthe slings and arrows findme as their mark evenas I sit and try to rewind. Tell me stories of your pastwhere you were a child.Not corrupt but innocenthave you traveled awhile? The shadows…

Hit Or Miss

Hold on what is this!?This is twisted error onyour part you gave mea chance at your heart! Lure me take me dear,I wait everyday for you.Darling my sweet missI want to know please do. Torture is never comingback please Angels No!Dear please come backfor you not to is wrong. Twisted quiz of a manI am…

Saturday,October 1, 2022

Again shit headlines lost.The sun fell in great frost. But luminous sun it greets meas I traveler travel this great sea. Unfailing my limbs rest calmedby your words I read enthralled. My head hangs lowly softand liberation and joy I adopt. The world turns broken bearand my arms skin away it tears. Who are you…

Ruptured

Now in the dark a coupto stars that see me I grewto some form of beauty newfrom dirt I know and knew. Fly I won’t I can’t but I rantabout things I can and can’ttoo but true I’m a beast oflove alone I stand as I can. Tried and true I still laughas I go…

Necromancer

I’m not who I wanted butI am a full of life from rotthat infected my demeanorby being someone I’m not. Now I can twist and turnto dodge the looks I get.I forget all the regret bentbecause life is full of shit. Who cares and what can Isay to entertain healing?I know the crutch I use…

Touch

Send the stormfor the grass is needy.Send me touchfor I am so greedy. Touch is blissskin feels so softI trip myself up attimes send me aloft. The sheets tell usthe story of ourselves.Our emancipationit can’t fit on shelves. Make me winefrom the torrent pain,find that spot againand let the bliss reign. Make the ashes uswhere…

Drown It Down

There once was a boy hegrew up so unsure in his lifethat he turned everydayto a bottle to drown the strife. The life he livedhe never ever did want.Piercing eyes of his parentsto this day they him haunt. Endless paths of destruction,every alley held a dead end.But inside the bottle hehad a consoling friend. Spitting…

For The Rain Of Pain

I am not well and no,no attention will sustain.This world cold makesinside me a soul it rains. What is this gift I havethat you’ve given me?I can see past the rainnow and just be. The logic I employedis gone and it’s good.For I’ve always wantedthings I never should. I can’t believe your eyeshave released me…

Broken Things Sing

Broken trip to the riverwhere all things wash away.Return you have to whereall the broken things stay. Silicon is no valley it isa permutation a reality seethe broken everywherevast is the lasting tragedy. Hands deliver a torrentof need to be done now.Is a crush and touch of thetip of your tongue say how? Take yourself…

Bite Of This Cold Earth

To call the situation stressedIt could be worse I confess. Particulars I won’t indulge you.Prepare the parade for truth. In little doses I might exposea little hell yes maybe those. I can’t guarantee all wise pride;wisdom I have is short supply. The floor carries my shadowheavy as I go as my blood flows. The doses…

That Quiet Spot

Not the fool Devil I’mnot one nor The Father,I think it was wisenow not any longer.Feel the mist in spiritfeel the Inquisition is ityour duty to seek ordo your changes resist?Saddles of passion solarge in aspect createdreams that you dreamI won’t bother debate.I don’t want to fightbitter back and forthfrom this view I knewlogic I…

Trigger Effects

Hello my fellow fiend of keensight in the vibe inside is pristine. I know the fair amount of shit,trigger the effects of a wrecks hit. What is this thing in front I spare?Today what is true it can be fair. Break bread and spare an easetake a fellow of a fiend indeed. Take in a…

Conundrum

Tattle tale I tell no spells like you.I’m not going to open doors to you. I failed to tell you well crafted bell.Of the things that I felt in blue hell. I fall into a pit of shit I hit the cliffand fell once more under spells I lift. Ego I know is a toll…

Codependent Nature

I close myself off again;realities they bleed dreams.I dream of the awful thingsas I walk in day-time scenes. The baking sun tones skinthat I want to rip off of me.So I’m closed off to realitybecause of that which I see. Womb of peace shatterswhen I close my eyes.I open them again in sin;must I wear…