Epiphanies In Me

Maybe I am a sparrowagainst the wind in a storm;a person in need of firedeep within my soul born. My sweet joyous thoughtsI have to push them aside.A hurricane upon my seasis what I daily try and fight.  Terse words tear me apart,harsh looks float my wayas I dig deep to put on a faceof…

Dry Earth

Rustic this earth spinsand I ride fire stoked by wind.Large I find my complexitystroked by eyes again. The weather has touchedmy skin and I sleep unwell.So the stories I have to tellmay indeed include hell. Yet what have all sharedthat our heart’s haven’t lived?A night comes awhile andonce more asking patience give. Eyes piercing me…

What I’m Suppose To Be

With you eye to eyeI can’t run or hideI am a new person nowbuilt on a riptide. You’re a fire of fierybrimstone and furry.I have indulged on anherb to try cure me. We are a flourishingflower beauty is a call.I never could myselftrip here or even fall. Feel me bleed impede this grip it intercedes…

Drown It Down

There once was a boy hegrew up so unsure in his lifethat he turned everydayto a bottle to drown the strife. The life he livedhe never ever did want.Piercing eyes of his parentsto this day they him haunt. Endless paths of destruction,every alley held a dead end.But inside the bottle hehad a consoling friend. Spitting…

Ice & Fire

Lit above little light fightsto take upward quick flights. Up, up, and up some moreyou’ll find the night explore. The sky will crevasses of cloudsfloat to part go where you’re allowed. None can stop you now.None can keep you down. Pin hopes to the upper lip.Make your judgement quick. Fight to keep you’re vision clear.Place…

Codependent Nature

I close myself off again;realities they bleed dreams.I dream of the awful thingsas I walk in day-time scenes. The baking sun tones skinthat I want to rip off of me.So I’m closed off to realitybecause of that which I see. Womb of peace shatterswhen I close my eyes.I open them again in sin;must I wear…

Trauma

My God what have I done?I reflect aspect I am not.I have done so long in mylife I have myself forgot. I want you to smile likeI do want others to do as well.But I have done so so long onmy own faults I don’t dwell. I’m hiding behind a mirrorand I want your attention.I…

Words You Use

Many spaces take abundant weight. Voids are made by a critical hate. Tear me down to raise your sword, now break me down now call your Lord. Wrath is a trait for the gods of toys who in the void break down destroy. Are you shinning in the sun pretty? If you are you watch…

Crushed Dose

Just take advantage like only humans can. Turn this animal less than I already am. Remnants last today games you did play with my mind stay broken in every way. I don’t blame it all on you killing my soul; just the man chose spins out of control. I stop it I stop it well,…

For Me Lord

Stretched lifted up sacrificeto appease with all an easethat you don’t think about it,simple things they do please. A thought a cry to observe,I’m okay and thank you Sir.Dear Lord I am content fedlies here I did not deserve. The world is broken bear,the world it does not carewhere you are in its spherethe world…

Deviant Game

Thrust I am into the crust, the hurt anguish to pain stains my mouth, lips and eyes have little of me that remains. I peculiar have hidden every line that may enchant in a rant. I want to push the pushed line not do anything no I can’t. Friends we will be free to see…

I Will Use Lightning

Swallow the purple of sky,it changes so keep some with you.The storms roll in so highthe rain falling gouges verbs I use. Quiet is one and I am rightto say everyday is a struggle launched.Loud is a struggle and fightI will not with a devil so ensconced. The words I use they confusewhat is felt…

Weary

I stab at the depthsfor birthing me into dark.That envelops meand tears me far apart. I am nothing at allbut a burden and hellwill welcome me and mystories I have to tell. Mine is an arc of painmy life has held on toomany times I’ve bledand died in lies true. I am a man of…

Drowned By Dawn

Outrageous floweryou pass by all hoursmy soul that floatsaway please devour. When you left I felldown a hole so lowand since then my mindslowly started erode. Vicious arrangementsitting upon a tabletwists to die no lifeleft I will tell our fable. My life is bled dry litis my drug of choicethat stains all ears hearthe pain…

A Beautiful Realm

I heard the rain fallbut I was so numbI felt the weight falla great conundrum. I wanna laugh in arealm filled beautyhas a purpose and itserves us a great duty. Choose to laugh inhalls where a greatlove sits there for youit sits there and waits. That love must be youloving yourself dear forthe world will…

Felt Again

Ruptured cyst my scar tissuemy skin once again is not thin.Bled dry I know where eyesin the fields that hide they sin. Confused by a scream I seemlined up sewn at the seams.But the laugh I won’t deny Ihave seen this calm in a dream. Take this kick I split like thisin a moment I’m…

Easy On The Soul

Tender gardens of your soulthey’re tended by a patrol.I am beyond help I controlnot but the heel of my sole. I’m not going after laughterthat comes so easy afterour eyes meet is no disaster;you make my blood run faster. Faster still we don’t need runmy sweet light of the sunyou in me a joyous sun…

Logical Moves

This forest of firein my life is strifeit cuts through mesolid like a knife. I try temper thingsand mold my moodto those around me;at times I am crude. Mellow is my swaythat I stride in nowthis room is so calmand I am so proud. Balance I require I’ma ball of tense twineit has been balled…

Silent Ways Blaze

Synthesize me apt happyI am if you would study.Find me awake aware ofthe things that make me. So wake morning smilessend me soaring up abovein the sky flying high upin the atmosphere a dove. Your heart speaks to mein silently ways blazedo your lips in this lightI hear in different ways. Sound up in the…

Love Is A Lie

If I want to feel loveright now.Then I think it’s easierto jump down. If I’m in the cloudsright now.Then I think it’s easierto jump out. I know I’ve been badso no wayam I going to love herbut I’ll stay. Our good intentions weloose astray;lost in translation, gravesare made such ways. Let’s talk no let’s runnot…

Release Me

I gave you everything my queenand the things you requiemin some lit quiet burning dreamslit the skin and I scream. Sacrifice all I will I feel alivebut I will take away all familiarso that I might try and survivelet’s fuck in ways similar. Trite is the beam of lightthat I fight in the night grab…

Reprise In Eyes

Give me flight you insteadby the speed of light I saidall the little treasures fedto my soul then to my head. My eyes are content I pleadfor the sun to shine revealwhat would have cost to memy heart inside I want feel. Rivers of destitute veins drypump and I perspire pass out.The sun has revealed…

There

Jaded faded like a crazedlittle dose I want to taketo make it all well I am dry;in the sky see the sun shake. Maybe for the warm step inof the surface of our sin keepthe steel rod in your cheekto show that you are meek. Or just decorate the face ofwhatever you want pretty.Take a…

Eternal Haze

Every tear I’ve wepthas me creeping stepstowards ledges I crept;amazing I’ve not lept. My sorrow crows lowand seeds saddness sewmy eyes they growold and hurt slow. Narrow is my steadwhere I place a headso full of such dreadby what I was fed. I want to crawl awayto tomorrow anyway;see what dragons I’ll slayso pain will…

Skewed Through

I slash my own throat to floaton rhythm that evokes brokelike a disheveled boat still afloaton a raging sea my heart emotes. No words could I use describeall lies deep in a trench a stenchstill reaches the surface while Isit on the beach on some bench. I want to describe the sides ofmy soul that…

Messing With My Head

Evening calls quick in thisroom call it I do a cave.Where I am in a depression,I abnormally act behave. Maybe I’ll burn asunder inthoughts that blast head.Maybe I’ll not be a blunder,but a level head instead. I see this burning blast flamemeet me here once again.Play me like a fiddle trace litis my flesh is…

Love In Sin

I’ve never felt so loveddear by your piercing stab;makes mountains moveand the sky not so drab. The colors they fly upinto the highest realm.Watch the night creep inI do see now a release. Into the night all ceasethis type of condition I’ma fiction in paradise I’llcommit minor crime. Put it not past me herein this…

Sadly Mad

Censor me it is true I fitin corners fear it sitsalone in its darkend pit;the truth lies at me spits. I wanted innocent thingslife it has to me offered.Instead I turned deadfrom all of the slaughter. I grew up and have seenthe sea upon a breeze meI am sturdy, strong, meanbut now I’m a sad…

Stares Nowhere

I’m finding stares nowhereand I so very self-awarewho’s come and gone therewhere I can not help care. I stare at the void so widewhere eyes conceal prideand the apple of your eyebrings you joyous delight. I am destroyed you like itwhere everything neatly fitsI will keep that place well litand warmth gives you kicks. Swallow…

As We Suffer

I use to go out at nightbut at my age I need otherthings in my life tonight Iwon’t bother you suffer. I want your intimacy solet me in my friend loveours had to be made fromwhat is up high above. The night I flew throughgave me powers madeof things I never knew tofill my hand…