Epiphanies In Me

Maybe I am a sparrowagainst the wind in a storm;a person in need of firedeep within my soul born. My sweet joyous thoughtsI have to push them aside.A hurricane upon my seasis what I daily try and fight.  Terse words tear me apart,harsh looks float my wayas I dig deep to put on a faceof…

Whenever I See You

Whenever I see you I feel a buzz like I’m drunk on fine wine dine I will on your smiles for if not sadness is what I feel all the time. All pretty faces in shallow places try to pry a stare into my eyes. But they are oblivious behind mine a world pristine you…

Fear Around Here

In step with a beatthat moves on me sweetis my demise hope fleesas my fear finds its feet. The path fear travelsis hidden and wild grown.The foliage is red to blackand hiding the unknown. The beasts I fear starvefor the weakness in me.I know this as a fellow soulI forgive so free and easy. Advantageous,…

Similar Trains Of Thought

If not for the euphoria,of that which I call life,I’m going to call homethe edge of this knife. Bitter shields of ashenshame hang and a nooseI find thinking too muchin my mind I abuse. I can call the doctorand tell him of the pain.I can call the dire in needI see you feel the same….

Vampire

Turned blind I hidefrom the sun vampireI am in the night buteven in day I don’t tire. Drain you of your sensesI take out all sanityand run away so quickto feign over all my vanity. I do it to the monstersfor I am one and take themand lash out in calamitydrugs fun run to the…

Shelter

A place undulates fateI will be a place of lightthough I am not afraidto shed a tear to cry. Follow fell and tell wellof a hell a spell will killthe senses I’m on fencesand I need remedy still. Not a man of pressureI don’t want a time trueI find that time is brief;a sweet soft…

Chaotic Order

Call me what you wantI am not thinking I amsomething I am not I amjust a sketch of a man. Nothing falls under meto decide anything at all.Not for now anyway forI have not heard my call. None do I turn to for anywarmth my bed is cold.At end complexity minewill be a story not…

What I’m Suppose To Be

With you eye to eyeI can’t run or hideI am a new person nowbuilt on a riptide. You’re a fire of fierybrimstone and furry.I have indulged on anherb to try cure me. We are a flourishingflower beauty is a call.I never could myselftrip here or even fall. Feel me bleed impede this grip it intercedes…

Spellbound: Story 1

A righteous spell hastaken me and I am not shy.My humor has left me andI my malice has no alibi. Tell me your burden angel,your Lord I pray to the same.In the falling tide of all ofthe torrent of falling rain. Quench in an envelopingcloud of avarice set it aside.Explore the moors of virtuewhere bravery…

Saturday,October 1, 2022

Again shit headlines lost.The sun fell in great frost. But luminous sun it greets meas I traveler travel this great sea. Unfailing my limbs rest calmedby your words I read enthralled. My head hangs lowly softand liberation and joy I adopt. The world turns broken bearand my arms skin away it tears. Who are you…

Ruptured

Now in the dark a coupto stars that see me I grewto some form of beauty newfrom dirt I know and knew. Fly I won’t I can’t but I rantabout things I can and can’ttoo but true I’m a beast oflove alone I stand as I can. Tried and true I still laughas I go…

Necromancer

I’m not who I wanted butI am a full of life from rotthat infected my demeanorby being someone I’m not. Now I can twist and turnto dodge the looks I get.I forget all the regret bentbecause life is full of shit. Who cares and what can Isay to entertain healing?I know the crutch I use…

Drown It Down

There once was a boy hegrew up so unsure in his lifethat he turned everydayto a bottle to drown the strife. The life he livedhe never ever did want.Piercing eyes of his parentsto this day they him haunt. Endless paths of destruction,every alley held a dead end.But inside the bottle hehad a consoling friend. Spitting…

For The Rain Of Pain

I am not well and no,no attention will sustain.This world cold makesinside me a soul it rains. What is this gift I havethat you’ve given me?I can see past the rainnow and just be. The logic I employedis gone and it’s good.For I’ve always wantedthings I never should. I can’t believe your eyeshave released me…

Forbidden Thought

Forbidden thoughtgive way to my fancyI am man who isgoing to die one day. What in creationhas me palpable feelI do sad but I keepfresh in pocket zeal. Shall I ask a questionI think I maybe should.I reflect upon it dailyand if I could I would. Only for you my deardo I pass the time…

Broken Things Sing

Broken trip to the riverwhere all things wash away.Return you have to whereall the broken things stay. Silicon is no valley it isa permutation a reality seethe broken everywherevast is the lasting tragedy. Hands deliver a torrentof need to be done now.Is a crush and touch of thetip of your tongue say how? Take yourself…

Bite Of This Cold Earth

To call the situation stressedIt could be worse I confess. Particulars I won’t indulge you.Prepare the parade for truth. In little doses I might exposea little hell yes maybe those. I can’t guarantee all wise pride;wisdom I have is short supply. The floor carries my shadowheavy as I go as my blood flows. The doses…

Yours Truly

The wick has burned downand the room it turns dim.I look down at my hands theywrite in ink I resent again. From a chrysalis I try birtha word to take me away to flyafter I have changed so thatI appear pleasing to your eye. But it is not and I’m the same.I think you feel…

Craven Beast

It all is finite yet chaos ensues;mightiest to smallest all in sinewsto the bone we are made undoneand my name is saddness too. I can’t be exemplar without feastand famine yields a craven beast.Routine it can be mundane butall unknown calamity does cease. Self-control shows in windows in my mind that I should applaud.For I…

Conundrum

Tattle tale I tell no spells like you.I’m not going to open doors to you. I failed to tell you well crafted bell.Of the things that I felt in blue hell. I fall into a pit of shit I hit the cliffand fell once more under spells I lift. Ego I know is a toll…

Celestial Vessel

Celestial in its being,always calling for calmthe light that I see flowsto my fingers from palm. The source of existence,I shall not judge beliefs,is to extend until the enda hand gentle for grief.  The sun means nothingto those moving in speedand those same souls havegreat want and need. Gaze at the heavens yeswe are but…

Trauma

My God what have I done?I reflect aspect I am not.I have done so long in mylife I have myself forgot. I want you to smile likeI do want others to do as well.But I have done so so long onmy own faults I don’t dwell. I’m hiding behind a mirrorand I want your attention.I…

Sight In The Night

Above all the talkpeople driven excelin mirky waters theyfirm forward propel. In dark skies adapt dothose who really knowit is not what “others” seethat makes you grow. It is that balance of heart,mind, spirit and soulthat combined bring peacein the chill of life’s snow. Everyone is broken butI try to use hawkish eyesthat soar above…

The Hope Within

I’ve seen the shadow of an Angel wing me to flight amidst danger whatever it might be. I saw them in my peril as I fell so low. I’ve seen them close, when a devil patrols. Just call me damned the things in my life I’ve done now over is my endless strife. There is…

Purple Strands (A Rap From Days Long Gone)

The purple touches me now,the green tastes just like a cloudthat makes me spin aroundin my head filling it abound. The shit I see disgusts meand I live to simply breatheto see the end of the daywhere I smoke that lovely green. God forgive me I need reliefI’ve got an attitude diseaseand I can barely…

Misunderstood (A Prayer)

What I was I don’t know,before in my youth a firewas doused by damp clothof insecurities and ire. I blame no one and nonefor things that transpired.I cry not for myself but forthings I can’t change I’m tired. The world has never madesense to me but I try to makethe best of what I can…

Words You Use

Many spaces take abundant weight. Voids are made by a critical hate. Tear me down to raise your sword, now break me down now call your Lord. Wrath is a trait for the gods of toys who in the void break down destroy. Are you shinning in the sun pretty? If you are you watch…

To Feel The Sun

It has taken an eternity to see a slender veil of the beam healing well. The sun shines upon us all giving us all stories we can write or tell. The green grass I stand is warm it needs tending mending swarm of razors to the brain bring a sting like lightning from some storm….

Even Without Touch

Sheets breathe I feel it calm me.Don’t harm me I beg you please. I just want to listen at the TVand practice sound sleep. Something nice inside me I keepis the kindnes the laughter beneath. The minor details I rip out deep;them now let’s in us try to repeat. Allure in detail I can fail…

Dream Of This

I know the time has taken overand the time has grabbed me older. I defy a reply to disguise my guise.I junk the standard on that I rely. Fold into the fold I know bolderI’ve felt the breeze I have told her. Everytime I dream my dream I wisesee the demon over and over in…