Push

I’ve tried forever to relate
to a majority of most people.
Alive in this room now I
feel not so brittle or feeble.

Propt up by a spirit flying.
Lifted up by eyes prying,
I will enjoy this levity calm
free of all malice and lying.

We in common find earth
and there is a common end
to joy and happy moments;
let’s not ignorantly pretend.

I want the holy time also
to hear me and recognize
truth versus all of the haze
found in the viscious lies.

Push forward outward push
I feel the circle levitate fill
this cup of a forlorn elixir,
no drop please do not spill.

Suggest the scars run away
in the victory so self-aware.
The people I refer to people
in my life were never there.

No fault or blame do I cast,
I cast no crude dispersions,
to anyone above me who has
understood my soul I govern.

Push forward push I do daily
I feel the curse of past grab.
So I scoff a few words out as
if a mad scientist in some lab.

Take me over to the corner to
the ever bent and festered path
of a weak man I was who went;
if I come back feel my wrath.

Chapters of thoughts cast down
onto a field of sweet roses red.
Join the jubilee to set free see
the capsules of dread I’m fed.

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