For The Duress

Sing me a song love,I am vacant of sound.Blind also I can’t see thin ice break down.   Life is toxic to me andcruel words make rot.So I think of her voice,it will never be forgot. I need acute visionto spot all of a duress.She clears all the hazeI cogent can address. She gave me my…

The Season In My Soul

From cradle to gravewe die slowly each day.But life beckons us tofunction as well as play.Live we must strengthcomes to us as we age.For our mistakes teachsome how to behave.I venture to the brookwhere cool fresh waterI take down my throat;demons I try slaughter. Yet it is not enough Ipray I don’t stray awayinto places I…

In Our Exile

When I was young I gaveno thought about calamity.Since then I learned vastdoes spread all an insanity.  I finished this posion fastto help soothe so I’ll sleep.For during the day I tossaside what some hope I’d be. They tell me to walk a lineand the more they point outmy flaws and shortcomingsI ask them what…

Until The Sun Dies

There are those whoknow of the fate of us.People who have beenrooted in logic, science.Earth turns and it is likethose whom have saidall things come to end,so too is the fate of us.Until then I shall liveand live all that I canuntil the day air refusespushing through lungs;when neurons in me fail.I shall fill my…

The Pink Full Moon

I know I’ve posted pics of the moon before but I’ve seen so many pictures of the moon. Just never caught a picture on my own of the moon. It came in focus on its own and everything. This is what the surface of the moon actually looks like. No filters or any crap like…

Eternal

Stand forall time.Currentsair entwine. Still stillyou glow.Strength Isee grow. Fashion allmake in starseyes there seepast scars. Eternal litcirculatethe air liftsall of hate. Calm herethis stoneis felt deepto the bone. Thick madeand solid;you constantI recall it.  Strength seekyou are stone;I am brokenwhen alone.

(Work In Progress…)

I was a cloud up abovethis trip I sip a little brittle.But I dress up in darkclothes so I can hide a little. What I’ve been wantingwhat has been me hauntingis your breath I seek andI find your pursuit daunting. Let me bleed let me seeall that computes in discovery.Lead me to a breath of…

A Kiss Like This

I lie to myself and tryto handle with a graspthe hands that I felt Ionce before I fell fast. Help me my love lookat the vast field of green.I am colorless now I ama color once before seen. I break the cusp of waterfrom beneath where drowndo I everything that I haveever in my hands…

For This Pain Again

The end has us both askhow we should live a life.Built in combat amdist apain we try relieve strife. I guess our devotion tothe end of our lives is inthe times of calm and lovefor which we try pretend. Are we but a brief candle?Burning how bright is flame?A chalice of wine so divinehelps us…

The Moon by Me

I took a picture from my phone for the past four days and this is what I got of the moon. Pretty cool what these new phones now a days can do. And a nice little tune for you… Charlote Lawrence “I Bet” Guys have a wonderful day wherever you may be.

What You See With Your Eyes

The wick has burned downand the room it turns dim.I look down at my hands theywrite in ink of blood again. I spawn a chrysalis birtha word to take me away to flyafter I have changed so thatI appear pleasing to my eye. But it is not and I’m the same.I think you feel I…

Asps Of Lips Lit This

Slide down an aislea can of gasoline lightthis room up foreverI am doomed in flight. I want to ascend upbut words hold me downfrom the lips of a soulwhom in tears me down. Asps flow down lipsin drips of solid passionand I care not of whata mouth tries fashion. I am of this world toobut…

A Voice In The Void

It’s half past timefor my own diseaseto turn back time;relief I try plead.  I’m okay for now,in time I won’t be.All seasons passregardless of me. I know I like littlemoments to reflect.Regret stands as astandard of neglect.   I can not blameFather Time now.A destination I’vefound is not sound.   My disease a roguethought enters me.A knife…

Cure To Endure

Explode or erode,die quick or slow.I know not of aheaven of gold. No words are aptno words describemy hope and howdeep my faults hide. A being summonsto provide us a cure.We seek our own Christso we might endure. All knowledge of whatis eternal is not here. Hubris useless a wiseman knows his tears. Certain I’m not…

Divert The Hurt

I anticipate momentsI look forward to you.My life I’ll say is onethat some misconstrue. I am a monolith tideI am one hell of a sight.I seem a beam of lightalthough in me is night. I fascinate the faces ofevery person I see not.So I want to slip awayinto a land time forgot. Can we reveal…

The Real It Kills

So this guise is wisea still look stole I pry.To you I will not lieI tried take my life. The Lord knows hesaw me thrashing in bedand the angel of deathalmost split my head. I savor the scar turnsme into a man who burnsalive so I live in spurnuntil I meet the Lord I return….

Dear Diary,

Today was a good day. I found something toxic and swallowed it down. All the acidity of a life worth living has taken its toll on me today. I am a gifted liar at times. I need to be. Beauty it seems has its allure in the light as does it in the shadow. My…

Mea Culpa

The dark doesn’thave anything on me.A chasm black earsaid not an eye see. I am a phantomto all tracing eyes;explored deep seeGod gave no reply. Rebel to the sunforeign are its rays.I drab write wordssome shun I display. But the black itis real and closedis heaven’s gateto me I suppose. The great secretto life is…

Falling Softly

I’ll write on pages in blue fading black, rip off my white angel wings for you. I told God I felt lust so I am damned, I will fall but I’ll have you to me soothe.  ****  I’ve forsaken all else and my celestial light to be with you and to never be alone. I…

Rum Of Sun

When I feel godof the golden suntest my soul I drink;throw back rum. The one and only,fermented the sting,I will always preferto bring me to sing. I will sit, laugh, reactand blindly I will act.Don’t let go you ruse even if I may bruise. I choose to love it,the weight it liftsin all my endeavorsthough…

Taxing Agent

Taxing agentof smokecough I gaspghouls invoke. We’ve been gonefor quiet timesin green scenesand quiet crime. We are at wardrive me crazy.Love me in wispsa mind is hazy. I do it to numb,not for comotion.I’ve got time soI share emotion. Will we my queenbe able to dream?I love this feel,passion is real. The whole issueis that…

Sweet Suicide

Virtue is in my marrow I love this step.When I take a dive into your breath. Understand my ground is deep I sleepin our touches release when we weep. Catch me I have calculated methodsto try and rid myself of all wretched. Your arms I move towards and I pleathat you warm release on me…

Narcotic

I took a dropdown I fellspasms adriftmind expelled. Organs rotfeelings breakwhen from earthdeath he takes. Fluid conceptassuaging rhythmis a deep welland is a prison. Envelop contourof a strike quipdoes a glistena lovely lip. Duty death foundI dropped a bomb.I took down acidjust because. I wanna soarin wind slanderdrags me downin cruel manner. Tear me followa…

What I Have Learned…

Cupid threw me a curve in the air.I was transfixed in an amazed stare. But I know the world is black and white.All good die and the lovely find spite. But I know the world turned its backon me so I blew a hole in me black. Cupid sprayed a source of arrowsdelivered from a…

Sincerely Sinner

How do you make me feelwhen I feel down and beaten? I feel no course of strengthstronger than your Eden. Deliver me render me I’m very off my trail by miles.The Devil has not temptedme for quite sometime now. It has been awhile I’ve eaten,don’t you dare believe them.My inner demons they see yourhell and…

Crying Storms

Hers is a calling thunder.Mine is a raging sea.She is above me and seesshe does I cold breathe. Our hurt is opposite slyis the nature of our spite.We hold hurt in spaces ourtumult we try make right. She yells at the stars andrebels by blotting the sun.I introverted roll up downdeep in fathoms to numb….

Mirage

I’m hidden in black tones;I didn’t choose this way but it isjust the fate the other side ofthe ocean my place for all time.We have built a castle a realmwhere we have joined our armsto release me from the blackand for a moment feel your charm.The day it has turned and Iam wounded deep and…

A Hunger

I know I am not enoughfor the world I am small.I feel extended kindnessesso I feel not small at all. What is this elevation I see,reflected in the mirror I ammystified by candid words,given a safe place to land? It is not what I want to see,here in bed a cripple to be.I want to…

Crown Me Your King

I’m slayed hot gold drippingmy skull crumbles abrupt.The heat has found me mybrain and I’m vain enough. Crown me cruel and youcrown me cruel and blackbecause you saw me in mymarrow please me attack.  Beneath it all the colors ofmy tainted love it was dull.Drive your poison deep meI feel it deep in my skull….

From My Tounge

The words I speak I alwaysfind a way to travel forward.The words I speak I alwaysthink to you move toward. The sun is shinning now soI think I can be free and sing.Or in the midst of anger orin torrents rain I’ll sun bring. I can bring a whirlwind ofa tornado and hurricane fever.Cut the…